in need of some advice right now because i don't know how to deal with this
so a friend from overseas wanted to meet me next week but i said i cant im sorry ive got to study because this is my last year = entrance exams
but then i guess he got upset and told a mutual friend of ours that i couldn't meet him and she kind of told me off (im sure she's angry)
saying im giving pathetic excuses and that i don't need to study 24/7 to do well and that she lost so much respect for me
"do you not know how important your friends are its more than just liking them or disliking them ive lost a lot of respect for you unfortunately"
she thinks its because i dont appreciate them i do but at the same time theyre not going to get me into university
am i hopelessly single minded
or am i actually doing something wrong here by not meeting them
should i try ... harder i dont know
im a bit overwhelmed by her cussing me out i feel like ive dealt a lot of damage not meeting my overseas friends please give me your opinions guys i d on t know what to do i havent replied yet because i feel like shit and dont think they deserve another one of my excuses????
on hiatus bc of school and i just ughnghhggh i feel god awful did i do something wrong